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January 19, 2012

Filed under: Uncategorized — thirdxlucky @ 6:39 pm

I wonder if I’m punishing myself or something.

I was going to write about the word ‘bisexual’ when I got home last night. (I do that a lot, it seems.) Then, because of something that happened in the interim, I decided I was going to write about suicide instead. (The two subjects are not unrelated – but these two posts were.)

Then I got home and fucking power was out. And it was spooky and lonely and cold and the middle of the night and I decided just to go to bed. But I didn’t sleep very well because we were having some kind of unseasonable apocalypse windstorm, and my room is not well-insulated against wind, cold or noise. Although Dexter did come cuddle with me and that was nice. As much as a very serious guard-kitty cuddles, anyway. But we protected each other from scary noises.

I woke up at about 5am and couldn’t get back to sleep. I played around on the Internet a little bit and then…it was 6:30pm.


I think I also stopped to eat a bowl of cereal at some point, and to send a couple of e-mails to my boss. One (at 1pm) to tell her I was going to work at home today and another one (at about 5pm) to tell her I give up and was taking a sick day.

I don’t feel depressed. I just…

I don’t know.

I should go to the gym.



  1. I think the gym may very well be the solution to any psychological problem. Seriously.

    Comment by Katelyn — January 20, 2012 @ 5:00 pm | Reply

    • It usually is for me. But in this case, I got there too late and ended up having a minor meltdown in the middle of my workout, which sucked. Asa and I are going on a hike today, though. I think that will really help. 🙂

      Comment by thirdxlucky — January 21, 2012 @ 11:16 am | Reply

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